Abu-abu

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Aku dua warna yang berbeda
Menapak di garis hitam dan putih dunia
Garis semu yang bertemu akhirnya menciptaku
Aku pun berdiri di garis abu-abu

Hitamkah aku?
Putihkah aku?
Pertanyaan mengapung di lautan manusia
Tanya yang selalu kujawab dengan bungkam
Sebab aku abu-abu

Berbeda
Bukanlah hitam atau putih
Abu-abu adalah diriku
Hitam memudar
Putih tenggelam habis

Abu-abu, insan yang tak pernah menodongkan telunjuk pada dunia
Meski kaki melangkah tanpa arah
Atap-atap rumah seirama menolak
Dan jalanan penuh akan kerikil

Abu-abu hanya mencari rumah
Pada dunia yang berhias hitam dan putih
Adakah satu warna tempatnya pulang
Agar sehari saja dapat memeluk tubuh ringkih ini

Bali, 25 Desember 2019
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Sumber gambar : Pinterest

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