Everyone is pretending

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I always wonder, when I see people laughing in front of me.

I always wonder, when I talk to them about my problems and they just could give what a wise solution. 

I always wonder, when I feel down, they are there still with a lil’ smile on their lips.

I always wonder, when I hang out with people, and they seem OK. But when we went home, I heard from other fellas, they are on the state of frustation.

I always wonder, how people pretend like they are settle down with their life, when it’s not.

I truely wonder.

But now, I grow up, I’m starting to understand those positions slowly..

I can laugh in front of people, ‘coz I don’t want to make other people sad of me.

I can give ‘em wise solution, ‘coz I’ve been facing it before.

I can smile, ‘coz I had days of tears.

I can pretend myself to be OK on the stage, ‘coz showing explode of negative emotions won’t help anything.

Today, I didn’t wonder anymore.

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